catch and throw

1. can i just say? it's going to be hard to adjust to FA102 class. missy is so perky, and i'm definitely NOT a morning person. we're required to watch SPIT next week though. yay! and we get to go on a celdran tour in january! yay! but yeah. not in the morning, please.

2. HOLY CRAPAUD. theology scares me. it's only been orientation but omg. omg. omg. such a chip on my shoulder. BIGGER than a boulder hahaha. oh nooooo. pauline, hindi ka rin naman gaga. may challenge ka pang nalalaman. what the hell. i am SO scared.

3. it was such a long wait. i swear i have to have my voice lesson rescheduled. 11:30am-5pm? omg. whatta wait.

4. however, today's lesson went well. i like how in that little room i give and get so much. it was weird though that we worked on volume. i hate myself. when i know that the people around are better than me, i tend to minimize volume. i liked it towards the end though. i got past the whole volume issue and just let go. i went on to analyzing text as i was singing so it was like i put more heart. it felt nice.

5. HAD I KNOWN, THEN I WOULD HAVE POURED ALL THAT EMOTIONAL MISHMASH WHEN I SANG TODAY! THANK YOU.
I put my faith in love
I followed where it led
To my personal circle of Hell
HAY NAKO.