it's time.

i placed my tuition receipt somewhere SO SAFE, i forgot where it is. CRAP. OC skills wearing down. or maybe it has been caused by an unknown entity rearranging the things on my bed. i can tell. it's not the arrangement i had prior to leaving the house.

hmm. maybe i should put those things in my planner. those important locations and all.

the past weeks i've been very apprehensive of the things to come (in no particular order)
1. zanna don't
2. directing class
3. theology
4. philosophy
5. breakups and breakdowns

i don't know if i can handle all those at the same time. i only have 15 units this sem, but i can tell that my directing class is going to consume time, especially since i'm sort of a perfectionist. i'm going to need every minute.

i know na my plans regarding zanna don't and b&b. i hope it's plan A. but yeah, i have plan B and C. if needed, i can come up with plan D as well.

on the way home from toff's party (on the way home meaning 5:30am hahaha), i was with geru, but we were both silent. on my end i was thinking of all the things i have to do, and whether or not i am prepared. before school started i was semi-freaking out. i kept asking if i can handle it. i don't know if it was still the alcohol in my system that was giving birth to all those thoughts, but i felt that oh my god, I'M READY.

i hope that feeling lasts... til march.

bring it on :D